surat untuk remy..

miss u so much!

i know you would say you miss me too..i know..and i really miss it!

entah bulan bila..za yahoo mail n entah macam mana baru tau yg yahoo simpan old conversation..guess what? za baca suma our old chat..hahaha macam bangang bila baca balik apa yg kita penah sembang..and ya, me doesnt sound like 29 years old. pftttt! :P

tapi emel tu za dah delete account dia..sebab rasa macam kena hack je..beberapa hari b4 puasa, my fren gitau yg pagi2 dia tegur za kat ym, za juz jawab salam dia then lepas tu senyap terus walhal za dah off pc b4 tido..

mesti me nak usik konon2 hantu kan? hahaha :P za terfikir malaikat je xpun tu kerja kena hack..so za delete..ni bukan 1st time ym za tu kena hack..dulu tahun 2008 lepas balik dari intern kat DBP, masa on ym tu tetiba tengok DP ym za, dp couple sarawak yg za jumpa masa intern kat DBP. gila kan? walhal masa intern only staff DBP je tau my email plus...pic tu pulak nampak personal sikit. secara logik, xkanlah budak2 staf DBP ada pic personal dorang 2 tu kan?

sedih jugak masa delete acc tu..sebab dah xley nak baca apa yg kita pernah borak tapi at the same time..za tau..lau me ada kat sebelah mesti me cakap let go..mesti me cakap cukup takat sedekah alfatihah xperlu air mata..

nasib jugak big bro bear add za lam tagged..lau x..za xtau kot me dah xda..dia yg gitau..1 of your bestfren, kan? ingat tak pasal me penah crita..me kenakan your fren pasal vacancy tu? masa tu me dengan dia masih dalam national service, dia pulak runsing nak keja apa after habis, slamba me cakap "KTM ada vacancy..pam tayar ketaapi..."

hahahaha i told him n he said..'za..tu i lah tu!'..kehkehkeh what a small world n dia ngaku..masa tu dia xtau nak marah ke bengang or gelak bila tengok muka me yg gila serious bila cakap macam tu. hahah kesian dia. dapat kawan bangang macam me! :P

we both miss you.. ;')

and dia cakap me pernah crita pasal za..bila za tanya dia gitau sikit2 je..me ngumpat apa ha?? :P better yg baik2 je tau. :)

since you gone..za xda minat dah nak celeb my own birthday me..even orang wish pun za x excited..you know why? coz it remind me of you..tiap tahun me xpenah miss wish kat za..and za ingat lagi penah skali me call tapi xdapat, bila za on ym me membebel bila tau tu number lama yg za dah xpakai..hehe..sorry..

really miss you..

za dah brubah me..i knew that..xtaulah perubahan tu baik or tak..rindu nak tengok me type baby..be strong.. za nak jumpa me..tapi takut tak kuat.. :'( za xsalahkan Dia sebab tak pernah izinkan kita jumpa..tapi za tau.. kalau Dia izinkan..mesti za jadi lebih teruk dari ni..kan? mesti za meratap n mungkin za akan salahkan Dia sebab jemput me balik..

me kan sweetheart..suma orang yg pernah kenal me sayang me..even big bear pun cakap camtu.. :) me the best friend suma orang pernah ada but not me..you are the best brother i ever had..

me...tadi mak sebut pasal kawen...and i was like..'kawen? hurmm...' i lost interest of getting married i guess.. kalau za kasi tau orang lain..mesti dorang marah..tapi me tak..mesti me tanya whats wrong baby? entahlah me..maybe kisah silam buat za takut..

dulu..bila jalan..me ada kat sebelah..za xtakut kat masa depan..skang me dah xda..za takut tau..salah me la..sapa suh call me baby? :') now i really turn to be a real baby..scared of something big..i wish im at spore now..talk to you..

i always pray..that 1 night..Allah will let you in my dream..kejap pun xpelah..rindu..rindu sangat2 tau?..





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